It's starting to feel kind of weird knowing I won't be returning to Marquette next semester. I hope I'm not dragging this issue out too much, but my flurry of excitement has definitely cooled and now I'm just starting to feel very odd about leaving. I'm bad at saying goodbye normally, but I just dont know what to say to people, and I'm definitely gonna have a hard time being away from this place for so long. I'm applying for a position on Orientation Staff that will allow me to be out here for a couple weeks this summer, but even so I will not see most of my friends and I may not even get the position. I feel like I'm looking forward to 1000 different things: a break from school work, the road trip home with my sister, seeing family/friends/Irondequoit for the first time in a while, a few weeks to just relax with friends, Christmas and the entire christmas season, New Years and reflecting on this past year, seeing my nieces and nephews, finding out about PA school, and of course leaving for Rome. But, I think thats why I'm feeling somewhat overrun right now is because it hit me that I'm leaving so soon and I'm not ready and I really don't want the semester to end. So much changed for me in a positive way and Marquette took on a completely new feel, and I'm
extremely bummed out about saying goodbye.
Likewise, I just listed tons of different things that I have to look forward to, so I'll end that negative post.
PA interview on Monday! I'm excited for it because this is something I've wanted for a while, but I'm tremendously nervous knowing that so much rides on it.